even when you`re ( fED uP )
ya gotta keep ya head up*
WELL.. i`m updating this.. but only for the good of my loyal fan over there in my chatter box... hahaha THANKS anonymous :]
lets backtrack a little bit, shall we?
tuesday was rough. i was MiSERABLE. my mom said she was worried about me so she cameand picked me up before lunch. she called the counseler and told her we needed to start earlier.. and then she took me horseback riding to clear my head & whatnot. it acutally was really nice. everything was so pretty.. and it was relaxing.. and i just got some ME time.. which i really needed. i came home chilled for the rest of the night.
wedensday i came back to school. i was still kinda upset.. but MUCH better then tuesday. i got picked up early and we went to see the counseler. she`s really nice.. her name is linda.. and she said i have alotta repsonsiblity on my shoulders and she`s gonnna try and take it into her own hands. she said she`ll make some phone calls & try to figure out a plan. after we left there me & my mom went to my dad`s house for the first time since everything happened. he wasn`t there.. that was pre-planned.. but my brother, sister & aunt were & it was SO good to see them. seeing them helped.. seeing that they were okay.. it was a reassurance. i packed up EVERYTHiNG i had over at my dad`s and came home.
i came home and unpacked everything and redid my entire room. let me tell you guys - rearranging your room is a huge stress reliever. espically if you wanna distract yourself. i L0VE my room now :]
SC0TT G0T B0OTED OFF AMERiCAN iD0L!!  i loved him.
today - we`ll go into a little more detail :]
homeroom » sat with reese & kristi as always. chatted and whatnot.. it`s a tradition :]
spanish » saw kate in the hall and she gave me a REALLY cute picture of me and steve that i loooove <3 then in class we had our fiesta for CiNCO DE MAYO!!! hahaha jill came and joined us - we went to the cafeteria and had some eats. it was a REALLY good way to start off my day.. my mood was boosted like times 10 just cause of that.
geo » hahahahahaa.. brian wright sat next to me and he had a rubberband.. and him and suppe and ben were flinging it.. and LUCKY ME .. i was right in the way. lol i got hit like 10 times.. once RiGHT in the nose.. hahaha.. it was pretty funny though.
theo » noooothing interesting. deacon told us about the seniors food fight & whatnot. he`s actually a really interesting guy. he has so many stories and facts in his brain.. i`m suprised his head hasn`t popped yet.
lunch » KRiSTiN TRiPP iS TAN LiKE A NEGRO & i AM QUiTE JEALOUS! haha - good lunch i`d say. i didn`t feel like giong outside - instead me and chelsea plotted how to convince our overprotective mothers to let us off the leash.
bio » took notes.. blahhdy blahhdy BLAH.
driving » well.. my driving partner drove to mainstreet.. i was supposed to drive back but didn`t. EVERYTiME i rested my head on the seat mrs. rosa wuold whip her head around and yell "WAKE UP EMiLY!!!!!!!" even when i had my eyes open. hm.
history » AH had a sub - it was so funny! peter vanilla beat the CRAP outta ev peo.. hahhaa so hunter screamed "BREAK HiS GAMEBOY! RiP HiS YUGiOH CARDS!" omg it was too funny. i found "SCARY ANN = BORiNG" in my book.. lol it made my day. jake came back and talked to me and kristi which was nice because i haven`t had a convo with him unless we were being mean to eachother since summer.
lit » wrote notes with my tash <3 matt harden stole my pen and would NOT give it back.. grr. russo told us about his fashions that he rocked in highschool.. hahaha really funny. fEEl BEttER SARAh ShAW<3
ray took me home and sooo here i am :] going to borders tonight when mom gets home so i can buy a yoga tape & mat. yesss that`s right. i`m making a lot of changes in my life right now.
i CAN`T WAiT F0R SLEEP UNDER THE STARS!!!!!
   
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i taught her how to play mancala and then we sat up in my room and chatted for awhile. we pondered if your boyfriend kissed another boy.. would it be cheating? we`re still curious. then she left me. 
i went to happy harry`s to get the new issue of cosmopolitan. my bible <3 